The end of a Leader

Do you love me?
flirting
do you love just only me?
giggling
How can i know your love is pure..
Kissing.
thast it! I can't take it
I've had enough
my love is to deep to be wasted
to rich to run out
to big to erode away

in tears, I lay
praying up to the stars
as the moonlight's faint glow
touched one of my tears
gazing up I wondered
why can't I stop feeling so much pain
raising the knife I stabbed
ow ow it hurts
why can't this pain end?!
collapsing running out of breathe
looking up

"Oh God why'd this happen?"
"why must I feel all this pain.."
"my love is gone, I have nothing"
"Now I've made things worst"
"Just let me die..Minna I'm sorry"
"I can't be your leader, I'm in pain."
"goodbye Muun Princess"
"goodbye minna.."
"Oh please Seiya let me just touch your hand.."
"let me know your there, while I die"
"cause its never goodbye"
"I needed to end this all.."
"..I can't be your Princess.."
"..I can't be a Senshi.."
"I can't even be a person.."

the pain is growing worst
I can't handle it
screams all around trying to get me help
just bring forth my friends and beloved
while I die
ending this pain
cause if I'm gone when you awake...
believe me its not goodbye.
don't weep, or panic
please remember me as a friend
just remember cause I'll be with you
at all times

crys of pain and suffering
moans of anger
breath becoming shorter
eyes dimming
spotting minna around her

"I'm sorry I can't be your leader"
"But I had to end this"
"I'll be with you at all times"
"remember..."

with that she was gone
goodbye mommy
goodbye friends
goodbye beloved
try not to cry.
and I'm sorry.

--Me ;.;